第 38 章
Recognize
Fred was personally involved in all cases involving Leshang.
Since Fred was personally taking care of Yu Huan, it was inevitable that Gao Yan would see Yu Huan more and more frequently.
Yu Huan would greet him with a smile every time she saw him. But she would only say hello.
He had a girlfriend, and she soon would have a new boyfriend.
It shouldn’t be like this with them, but there was no possibility of them interacting outside of work. That was, until he heard Yu Huan’s call with a friend while soaking in the hot spring.
“He said that it was another blind date his family had introduced to him. I’m so grossed out by it, but I also feel like I have made mistakes before in this relationship…”
It was the typical cheating story, but Yu Huan still believed that she was the problem.
Gao Yan leaned back against the wall. He frowned and thought, How is she in the wrong? Isn’t it obvious who is wrong?
He shouldn’t have been nosy, but the more he listened, the more he felt that her boyfriend was out of line.
That day, he could no longer stand it and had to tell Yu Huan to check her boyfriend’s phone.
“Do you know how to check his cell phone? For notifications on Moments, GPS addresses, hotels, and delivery orders.”
No matter how old a man was, there were only a few who didn’t cheat.
Gao Yan had seen so much of it. With Gao Lan’s detective skills, he was very familiar with how to check a man’s cell phone.
He had suddenly spoken up and Yu Huan felt embarrassed. She remained silent, and hurried off.
On that night, Gao Yan had a dream, a spring dream.
In his dream, Yu Huan was soaking in the hot spring. Her naked body clung to him as she snuggled him and read poetry
The hot spring water was slippery and warm. Her voice was as cold as that time at the lotus pond many years ago. It now included some charm and mellowness from growing up.
Gao Yan woke up from the dream and found his thing standing upright between his legs, refusing to soften for a long time.
Attraction between men and women mostly started with the body.
These words had never been truer.
Gao Yan had known Yu Huan for so many years, and had never considered her to be an old friend to talk to. He had never had these erotic desires.
But since he ran into her in the hot spring, he was always thinking of the way she looked while soaking. Her flushed face, porcelain smooth skin, and her breasts that were noticeably fuller than in high school…
He was surprised to find that he developed a desire for her.
What was even more beyond his imagination was that later, when she thanked him and looked up at him while drunk, she asked, “Which kind are you?”
He stared at the red lips. He was unable to restrain himself. He leaned over and kissed her.
His self-control shouldn’t be like this.
But he had already kissed her, and he couldn’t go back as if it had never happened.
He simply allowed himself to enjoy it.
Didn’t she ask him what kind of man he was?
So he deliberately teased her through the kisses, and when he had enough, he used a classic scumbag line: “Do you want to get a room?”
He hoped she would only think of it as a joke since he was drunk.
However, Yu Huan nodded and said, “Okay.”
Gao Yan immediately froze.
He looked at Yu Huan.
At that moment, he clearly knew that he should push her away. However, his lips were sealed shut, and was unwilling to cooperate and say anything to refuse her.
It seemed like she was competing with him, and she didn’t say anything back. The two of them went all the way to the hotel.
When he entered the room and caught a glimpse of the box of condoms, he began to reflect on his impulse and decided, “I’ll take a shower first.”
But even so, she still didn’t leave, and later things were not under his control.
In the dark room, their bodies intertwined with hot breaths…
That night, he had her in various positions and shot her into her body again and again without any restraint. It was to the point her legs were shaking and the corners of her eyes were covered with tears from physical pleasure.
He hugged her delicate and soft body and was surprised at how sensitive and passionate she could be in bed when she usually had a cold and aloof personality.
At the same time, he realized that in front of her, his self-control was no different from other men.
He was exhausted from that night. His body was physically tired, but his brain didn’t really want to rest.
He looked at the person sleeping soundly on the pillow side and thought, Maybe we should date.
They were in disbelief at first, but nothing predicted that the incredulous beginning would have a bad ending.
Although he didn’t think he had a lot of feelings for her, his impulsive desires grew into a familiarity in f his heart—but this didn’t affect anything. His relationship with her in previous years did not have a lot of feelings.
If she wanted him to be responsible, he was willing to establish a serious relationship with her.
He had these wild thoughts and inspirations as he muddled into sleep.
However, when he opened his eyes, there was no one next to his pillow.
There were no notes, no messages, and she didn’t even call him goodbye. She just left.
He bumped into her again in the elevator of Zhongyou Law Firm. She clearly looked distant, like she was implying he didn’t have to be responsible.
Let’s forget it, he thought.
Aside from the disappointment, there would be a bit of frustration.
It’s like he finally found a delicious dish and at the moment he took a bite, it was taken away.
It might be that men were inherently inferior and had an unexplainable possessive desire for the women who they have slept with.
Later, when he learned that the employees in his Sales Department wanted to date Yu Huan, Gao Yan couldn’t stop himself from meddling again.
He reminded Yu Huan that Tang An was not a good person.
Yu Huan was not surprised. She laughed and said that she was just going with him to pass the time.
To pass the time?
She didn’t have any friends when she was in high school, and her ex boyfriend was a cheater.
He didn’t think she was stupid. She was just too pure, and not aggressive enough.
If it’s necessary to pass the time, Gao Yan thought, you might as well spend it with me.
He at least knew how to behave appropriately.
If there was one day where she would seriously consider him, he would be responsible.
Gao Yan was never cautious about love.
His first love in high school was a joke.
Later, when he met Liang Shiyun in college, the familiar indifference and the way she concentrated gave him a good impression of her. Thus, he pursued her.
Then there was Ling Fei, who his mother liked. She was indeed a great person. After meeting her several times, he began to date her.
It was said that women were uncertain about their feelings and their minds were difficult to decipher.
With a special sister like Gao Lan at home, Gao Yan had no issues in getting along with the opposite sex.
He thought he was considerate and did his part as a boyfriend, but Ling Fei proposed for them to break up.
That was the first time he was truly dumped.
He wasn’t sad because he couldn’t feel love for Ling Fei. At best, he only had appreciation and a good impression of her. He used her to satisfy the expectations of the world and from his relatives.
His parents’ marriage, which was littered with fights, made him have no expectations for marriage from a young age.
He had seen too many seemingly detached people in the business world, partners with conflict, and even couples who turned against each other. It made him more indifferent to feelings.
So just being friends was fine.
Or a simple physical relationship that forever connected him and Yu Huan seemed good.
Although he knew in his heart that physical relationships were not strong, relationships in this world were inherently not strong. There was no promise that was forever.
So why am I so persistent? He wondered.
It wasn’t until that day, when Yu Huan asked him if he would come to her wedding.
Your wedding? Your wedding with who?
Although he knew that she might have said it without thinking, he couldn’t respond appropriately. For the first time, he realized that he couldn’t accept that situation—accept her marrying another man and having children with him.
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